Dear Readers,
    It has been raining outside for quite sometime now. I wanted to skateboard but i guess that's not an option! Babysitting is not as fun as i thought it would be... but at least i get to use the internet. That's a plus.

Dear Reader,
   Guess what?? I am going to be in the Drake Relays! I am so very excited! im watching baseball it's really fun just hanging out with my family!!! I am going to babysit my little cousin tonight! what a great day

Dear Readers,

     What is love? I thought i knew. Then you came out of the blue and suddenly... I fell for you. Then you broke both of our hearts and i stand here thinking. Why? Why did we not last? I will always cherish our memories together.. I loved him so much. Now i have no clue what love is! 

Dear Readers,
       My little cousins birthday was yesterday!! She turned five years old! I remember the day that she was born I was at Tae Kwon Doe practice and then my grandpa picked me up and told me that she was born. We then went to the hospital and I got to hold her. It seems like time has flyed by since she was a new born. I will miss the old times with her but I love seeing her grow up! Just like the phrase say's "life is not about the breaths we take, but about the moments that take our breath away."
        Last night i had a really weird dream. I can't really describe what happened but it was strange. When I went to school today I was kind of tired. That never happens to me! at 1st block our teacher was really mad because everyone was talking and then second block THE SAME THING HAPPENED!!!! Then at lunch one of my friends put his arm around my waist.Weird... Now i am in advisory and i am so bored! I wonder what will happen the rest of the day! Hmmmm well we will just wait and see!! :)

Dear Readers,

          Drama strikes once again! Usually I run away from drama but it seems that drama is chasing me! so now apparently i am the new school slut. Wow... It is very interesting to me how words can hurt you so much in such little time, but do not worry I am just fine because i know that if I let these so called popular people get to me I will become one of the insiders. That i have done before but i promise that did not last long! BTW there is this guy that i know that i really like but i have not seen him in a month. So sad 

my view of " On The Brightside" by NeverShoutNever and my view on how to get out of rough situations

if you listen to this song really open up your heart. if you have had some hard times in your life or still having rough times always remember "your only as tall as your heart will let you be and your only as small as the world will make you seem and when the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall just look on the bright side"by NeverShoutNever. what i think it means is that through the hurt and the pain look out your window and see whats outside it doesn't matter if you have a white picket fence, barbed wires, brown grass, green grass, in the ghetto, or in a preppy town, a small town or a big city you are you and don't let anyone change that spark inside of you waiting to shine! so love everyone equally they have probably been through a lot you have probably to. but deep down inside no matter where you are everyone has that spark, has that love, the endless flowing river that may have some currents in its way but when you find that right person its like the world is finally slowing down even when your heart is racing a thousand times per a second love gives you an opening to realize who you are and that your beautiful or handsome, wether your a boy or a girl, punk or rap, hip hop or country you have that love inside of you, and when you find that love never let it go. when i said let that spark inside of you shine i meant be yourself even if your in a pitch dark room and your trying to reach the door that leads you further in the right direction in your life or if it is pitch black and you cant figure out which road to take let that light appear that shines brighter than the sun and follow it. the direction of your life has always been right there. in your soul, your mind, your hands, feet, arms legs, and in your heart. also when i say choose the direction you want with your life i do not mean be cool and do drugs or get in trouble just to make your friends think your cool and if your friends are pulling you down they are not really your friends they don't really care about you. so aim for your goals and reach each and every goal you make here are my two sayings that can help you through life one is " live your life, love yourself, and never back down when someone thinks your diffrent embrace it because no one on earth is more you than yourself" and the other one is " through the thick and thin follow your dreams people say the sky is the limit but i know you can go further". and thats my advice

On the Brightside [OFFICIAL VIDEO]